it's going up. so it must be heaven

it's going up. so it must be heaven, originally uploaded by Tsunami Notes.

This picture was taken a few years ago by a friend of mine Paolo Ippoliti.



"It's going up so it must be heaven...but it isn't. it's merely a view of the lousy place i dwelled during last dawn, insomniac and full of aches and twisted by a strong storm of coughing. somehow i think i should get a life. a different one."
Paolo Ippoli.





I'm still trying to get a life, Paolo, a different one. Even though life seems to be happier than years before.It isn't.
I keep coming back to this picture and these words. I keep trying.